Hello, it's me Izzi, anyway, this song is kinda what I'm feeling today, and at this point in my life. Just being alone for the months and for me, feeling like there's no one really there to talk to, to tell my feelings to, to help me and take me step by step to make it through the day. It's longer for a song, sorry. I hope you enjoy. (I kinda am reading this over as I write it up and I'm kind of crying.)
INTRO
At the end of the day
I walked home alone because I knew
I wouldn't be back there for what seems
to me like it would be years
I shut the door, block out the world
my headphones on that's all my days throughout
VERSE 1
Alone in this world just trying to stay along
till the end
When finally I breathe
lay down in my bed and try to think
about the last time I smiled
because I think I only
smile in my sleep
I try to hold it in, but the tears just won't leave
finally fall alseep
just to wake up and feel it all again
CHORUS
Can you hear me?
Look I don't even care
I'll stop my screaming
if you look the other day
let my sleep another day
This is how it felt when I was growing up,
And being part of no one but you found yourself,
And that says a lot to me these days.
Maybe I just need some time to sleep
I'm sorry for the way I used to be
BRIDGE
I finally think I understand what I'm saying
hoping you will hear
just let me sleep it off
VERSE 2
I always thought the little things were closest in my heart
I'm not in love because I live inside a world that is my own
so tell me
have you surfaced yet
I'm longing for the day
to sit around some friends and talk about my day
I just need to find
someone or something
to hold me over a few more days
well I am just a kid
am I ready for the fall?
BRIDGE
CHORUS
VERSE 3
I haven't found what I'm looking for just yet
but you can't count on me to stay forever
Maybe I'm just lonely
It always feels the same every single day
what am I supposed to do
How am I supposed to feel
I kinda thought numb to everything was a little wrong
Maybe I'm just lonely
can I cry myself to sleep
I think it's almost over
maybe live just another year
but another summer away
not another summer away
not this another day
It's like my life is just a list
I'm checking off the days
I wonder how many days
my calender can hold?
not too many more
not too many more
I suspect
CHORUS
BRIDGE
VERSE 4
It's been a bad year
I've been alone too long
I forgotten how to speak
all I can remember is how to sing
is it too bad is it too hard
for me to just scream
for me to sing it all away
(INSTRUMENTAL)
VERSE 5
blue
maybe thats the word for me
to describe this feeling I can't seem to find
the meaning of in this dictionary
I've learned so many things from being so alone
but why have I not learned how to stop feeling
I've learned so many things
Why can't I learn to stop this pain
I can't learn how to stop feeling
or learn how to not keep crying in my sleep
This is nothing like the pain in your back
because I know your better then that
because I know you better then that
CHORUS
BRIDGE
CHORUS
INTRO
At the end of the day
I walked home alone because I knew
I wouldn't be back there for what seems
to me like it would be years
I shut the door, block out the world
my headphones on that's all my days throughout
VERSE 1
Alone in this world just trying to stay along
till the end
When finally I breathe
lay down in my bed and try to think
about the last time I smiled
because I think I only
smile in my sleep
I try to hold it in, but the tears just won't leave
finally fall alseep
just to wake up and feel it all again
CHORUS
Can you hear me?
Look I don't even care
I'll stop my screaming
if you look the other day
let my sleep another day
This is how it felt when I was growing up,
And being part of no one but you found yourself,
And that says a lot to me these days.
Maybe I just need some time to sleep
I'm sorry for the way I used to be
BRIDGE
I finally think I understand what I'm saying
hoping you will hear
just let me sleep it off
VERSE 2
I always thought the little things were closest in my heart
I'm not in love because I live inside a world that is my own
so tell me
have you surfaced yet
I'm longing for the day
to sit around some friends and talk about my day
I just need to find
someone or something
to hold me over a few more days
well I am just a kid
am I ready for the fall?
BRIDGE
CHORUS
VERSE 3
I haven't found what I'm looking for just yet
but you can't count on me to stay forever
Maybe I'm just lonely
It always feels the same every single day
what am I supposed to do
How am I supposed to feel
I kinda thought numb to everything was a little wrong
Maybe I'm just lonely
can I cry myself to sleep
I think it's almost over
maybe live just another year
but another summer away
not another summer away
not this another day
It's like my life is just a list
I'm checking off the days
I wonder how many days
my calender can hold?
not too many more
not too many more
I suspect
CHORUS
BRIDGE
VERSE 4
It's been a bad year
I've been alone too long
I forgotten how to speak
all I can remember is how to sing
is it too bad is it too hard
for me to just scream
for me to sing it all away
(INSTRUMENTAL)
VERSE 5
blue
maybe thats the word for me
to describe this feeling I can't seem to find
the meaning of in this dictionary
I've learned so many things from being so alone
but why have I not learned how to stop feeling
I've learned so many things
Why can't I learn to stop this pain
I can't learn how to stop feeling
or learn how to not keep crying in my sleep
This is nothing like the pain in your back
because I know your better then that
because I know you better then that
CHORUS
BRIDGE
CHORUS
